YA Allah...kumenangis keranaMu...Kupohon ampun dariMu...Ya Allah perasaan apakah ini?Kucoba mengendalikanNya,tapi,perasaan itu menggugah ketenanganku..Ya Allah..ku cuba meratap padaMu..
Tapi..aku tidak mampu..
Air mataku seperti gersang akan air..Tiada setitis pun yang mengalir,menitip menyimbah tanganku..Kupohon lagi padaMu..dimanakah hilangnya butiran manik2 ini..Tolonglah...Aku ingin meratap sendu terhadapMu..Kenapa empangan tubir mataku terlampau teguh...Hatiku penuh rawang mencari sumbu2 untuk keluar daripada kepompong yang menghalangku..
Wahai bening mata..mengalirlah..Tolonglah mengalir...Sudah lama engkau tidak membasahi kedua2 pipiku...Tolonglah mengalir..Aku rayu,,
Aku tidak mengerti..
Ya Allah..ke mana hilangnya manik2 ini?
Dadaku semput...kucuba leraikan,uraikan..
Ya Allah...sakitt..
sakitnya nafasku..Kedua-dua ronggaku ditahan-tahan..
Terasa oksigen semakin menipis
Jiwa rohaniku tercungap-cungap..
Mencari madah madu cintaMu..
Wahai bebola mata..
Terasa dirimu sepi..
dingin di padangan mata kasar..
Bahasa mata tidak pernah menipu..
Sering berpijak di bumi yang nyata
padahal derita racun sedang merebak dalam sarafmu..
Mataku buta..
Sadisnya aku untuk mengeluh padaMu..
Malunya aku bila membayangi senyuman Rasulullah s.a.w.
Ya Rabb,,
Kebahagiaan yang Engkau cuba berikan..ialah racun yang berbisa itu
Kerna itu,
Ku bertatih mencari rahmat racun itu..
MawaddahNya seharum kasturi di Firdaus.
Thursday, 24 October 2013
Thursday, 17 October 2013
Ludicrous
Doraemon,
Why are you so laborious?
Why are you lacklustre compared to Shizuka..
You;re so laconic
You're always alone in a labyrinth..
How about Nobita?
He's lanky with gorgeous spectacles..
Always feeling lavish because of your help..
He was so layabout..
But you..
Don't you feel like a slave?
Are you level-headed?
Do you never feel loathing towards him..
You;re always thinking you're liable towards him.
You;re too magnanimous..
I don't have a malice.
The question of why keep blossoming in my heart..
Doraemon,
Are you callous?
Don't live in charade..
Just show your candour
Between Nobita and Shizuka,
You'the one I love..
Mammoth pillow!
Why are you so laborious?
Why are you lacklustre compared to Shizuka..
You;re so laconic
You're always alone in a labyrinth..
How about Nobita?
He's lanky with gorgeous spectacles..
Always feeling lavish because of your help..
He was so layabout..
But you..
Don't you feel like a slave?
Are you level-headed?
Do you never feel loathing towards him..
You;re always thinking you're liable towards him.
You;re too magnanimous..
I don't have a malice.
The question of why keep blossoming in my heart..
Doraemon,
Are you callous?
Don't live in charade..
Just show your candour
Between Nobita and Shizuka,
You'the one I love..
Mammoth pillow!
Gala season
The gaiety of of convofair in a month could not be lie with lips..Rihanna who is a gabble person, won the first prize in toungetwister contest anticipately.She was so gallant in showing her performance. Even sometimes,I'm trying to gag her mouth with cloth, she still can utter in bizarre ways.I was captivating sometimes of her spirit to gabble although in that ways.Of course!I will oblige her from talking too fast..How cruel I am..right?Huhahuhua..
The gala of 'ilmun will organize tonight...Forum Baitul Muslim...Guess who will come? ticktockticktock,,,
You will gape to see who the person is...The great couple absolutely..Hehe..
By the way, instead of seeing these fabulous artists, I wonder what the garnishment will look like..Marvelous or not?Herrmmm..I knew what's the point to see the decoration rather the 'ilmun that we will get.
Ghastly,..I'm not baloney!I'm just at the top of curious..
Speaking of gala,sometimes, people are acting glibly to do jobs.Yet,these people are brazened to be the first one to gobble the free food sponsored by someone else.I truly grudged to let this happened...But, grouching is not my habit as it is useless..I could just grief when this happening in front of my eyes.
Be gingerly maybe next times you will face the same situation...Try to hedge this from occur..
''Kasih jangan jangan jangan jangan engkau pergi....jangan pernah meninggalkan kerna ku sendiri..Aku tak bisa bila engkau pergi...lalla..''
BAik dengar lagu...
*feeling gusto and can't wait tonight!
Sayonara..;)
The gala of 'ilmun will organize tonight...Forum Baitul Muslim...Guess who will come? ticktockticktock,,,
You will gape to see who the person is...The great couple absolutely..Hehe..
By the way, instead of seeing these fabulous artists, I wonder what the garnishment will look like..Marvelous or not?Herrmmm..I knew what's the point to see the decoration rather the 'ilmun that we will get.
Ghastly,..I'm not baloney!I'm just at the top of curious..
Speaking of gala,sometimes, people are acting glibly to do jobs.Yet,these people are brazened to be the first one to gobble the free food sponsored by someone else.I truly grudged to let this happened...But, grouching is not my habit as it is useless..I could just grief when this happening in front of my eyes.
Be gingerly maybe next times you will face the same situation...Try to hedge this from occur..
''Kasih jangan jangan jangan jangan engkau pergi....jangan pernah meninggalkan kerna ku sendiri..Aku tak bisa bila engkau pergi...lalla..''
BAik dengar lagu...
*feeling gusto and can't wait tonight!
Sayonara..;)
Survive
I don't want to back away...I don't want to back out..I don't want to act backlash..I'm not a baddy person!
PLez...it's baffling my feeling..Capricious and continuing to fickle. I don't want to baloney anymore.I could not belie this type of gruesome feeling in my whole life.
I just make a simple joke!JUst to make all of us being in a banter mood.But why?Why?!
Why there's no one baulk to understand me?Do i look like a beggar in your eyes? Becoz i'm wearing this battered shirt..or these dirty shoes.. or these blemish old trouzer? My heart bellowed in agony.Yes! i knew I'm bonker to say i will marry the prince of this Geornovia.I was too bold with such words and make a blunder!
I begrudged with the wealthy people who can belch without feeling hunger,wearing those bewitched clothes...How sad!
some of them blindly are showing off for being the most respect benefactor in front of us..they are just bitchy people in our eyes..Dont be so rude!We knew we 're rubbish..but, rubbish sometimes can become billionare also.Just wait and see..
When there was bereaved among of us,you dare to come with besieging us. With a glimpse of brusque,you said anything acute to us...so brazen of you!
Due to that, a bolshie person like me is returned!With buoying of my people,I stand on my feet. I aver to fight. 'Don't dare to laugh coz you the one will be laughed'
PLez...it's baffling my feeling..Capricious and continuing to fickle. I don't want to baloney anymore.I could not belie this type of gruesome feeling in my whole life.
I just make a simple joke!JUst to make all of us being in a banter mood.But why?Why?!
Why there's no one baulk to understand me?Do i look like a beggar in your eyes? Becoz i'm wearing this battered shirt..or these dirty shoes.. or these blemish old trouzer? My heart bellowed in agony.Yes! i knew I'm bonker to say i will marry the prince of this Geornovia.I was too bold with such words and make a blunder!
I begrudged with the wealthy people who can belch without feeling hunger,wearing those bewitched clothes...How sad!
some of them blindly are showing off for being the most respect benefactor in front of us..they are just bitchy people in our eyes..Dont be so rude!We knew we 're rubbish..but, rubbish sometimes can become billionare also.Just wait and see..
When there was bereaved among of us,you dare to come with besieging us. With a glimpse of brusque,you said anything acute to us...so brazen of you!
Due to that, a bolshie person like me is returned!With buoying of my people,I stand on my feet. I aver to fight. 'Don't dare to laugh coz you the one will be laughed'
Friday, 4 October 2013
A pierce
Shaby tries to abstain all the fondness feelings about Jack..but she couldn't...she could not even to absolve his mistakes...!She acceded that she also have done the mistakes to follow Jack steps...Wherever Jack went to..she disable to say 'no'.Abreastion with JAck is just a hobby.They were point-blank.She acquainted with him so much..now...she really really regretted.Everyday,she will make sure that to adorn herself with a beauty appearance just for Jack.She was adrifted with him.Anything around her was ambiguos,blurr...in her minds only JAck..JAck..JAck..She never anticipated that austerous man was so atrocious and apathy.Arghh...The news about adultery between Jack and Mary really hurt her heart so much.Her feeling was broken in split of time.The agony in her heart became worse when she thought about that.There were no antidote can cure her heart.Eventhough she had watch amusement shows for several times...she couldn't laugh even once..She always in apprehension and anxiety.Sometimes,she amazed herself of her foolishness.She afflicted..Her happiness has been annihinating. She abashed to come out of the world.She chose to be alienated with people around her.
Day after days,month after months..her parents managed Shaby to be married with a pious man which is the son of her father's friend.She refused to marriage.Yet, her mother forced her with weeping.She abated what had been fate to her.Starting from that,her mind was no longer preoccupied about JAck anymore but the guy who would be her husband just a few minutes later..
to be continued..
Event
Thomas Edison had in mind when he said,''Genius is 99 percent perspiration and 1 percent inspiration''
George BErnard Shaw when he explained,'' when i was a young man I observed that nine out of ten things I did failures.I didn't want to be a failure,so I did ten more times work.'
Assalammualaikum and hi,
'Ku yang dulu bukan yang sekarang...nannanan'...the famous song nowadays from Tegar. I don wanna to be so ambiguos about my life onwards,,nothing to be special but having some values to be memorized. Huuhu...everytime the sweetness moments occur in my life, at the same time,the memory will lost in a split of time.Everytimes I try to fortify my memories so it will stuck in my head forever although for not a whole story.At least the pieces still cheer up me lately.
The step I choose to bolster my memories is quit eye-catching and fun.Shhhhh...it's a secret so I can't tell you....Are you trust the thing I said?Probably yes or not right?Depend on your judgement..That's not will agitate my feeling at all.I'm always braced myself to receive any comments from those kind of people.Sometimes,I will abate to think about it.I know it's a wastage to think what the others said.Yet, it also can be positive values that can be a pinacle for me to move forward.The impulsive from these types of people give me a horrible gruesome feeling that make me to give a haggard face each time I could not solve my probs.Huhuhu...I know I need to behave placid. How many times we can handle our feelings very well?
Our mood could not be constant and occasionally unperedictable.It will continuosly capricious and fickle.I assert here that although it is the veracity ,we can control it so that it will not divulge us in acute situation for a long time of period.It is just an admonition.And not my decree.I'm really really aver that.Hehehe..I'm a vigilance type of person with words.If I'd done mistakes,please and please rebuke me with kind ways so that I can improve to a better person.Don't demur to do that.YEs!Cheer me up....:P
'Dulu dulu ku menderita.....sekarang aku bahagia...nannnnnanannana'Lalllalallalallallalallala....
Waning your stress bro n sis... :) Don't obscure your head without entertainment.Just enjoy this world.Your head also can be relaxed.Huhurhuhu....Hearing and learning is also an augment for our knowledge.It'll not dwindle our knowledge.
Oh yeah............feeling like writing essay.,...although it just kind of suggestions
Konbawa!!!
Adios.....
George BErnard Shaw when he explained,'' when i was a young man I observed that nine out of ten things I did failures.I didn't want to be a failure,so I did ten more times work.'
Assalammualaikum and hi,
'Ku yang dulu bukan yang sekarang...nannanan'...the famous song nowadays from Tegar. I don wanna to be so ambiguos about my life onwards,,nothing to be special but having some values to be memorized. Huuhu...everytime the sweetness moments occur in my life, at the same time,the memory will lost in a split of time.Everytimes I try to fortify my memories so it will stuck in my head forever although for not a whole story.At least the pieces still cheer up me lately.
The step I choose to bolster my memories is quit eye-catching and fun.Shhhhh...it's a secret so I can't tell you....Are you trust the thing I said?Probably yes or not right?Depend on your judgement..That's not will agitate my feeling at all.I'm always braced myself to receive any comments from those kind of people.Sometimes,I will abate to think about it.I know it's a wastage to think what the others said.Yet, it also can be positive values that can be a pinacle for me to move forward.The impulsive from these types of people give me a horrible gruesome feeling that make me to give a haggard face each time I could not solve my probs.Huhuhu...I know I need to behave placid. How many times we can handle our feelings very well?
Our mood could not be constant and occasionally unperedictable.It will continuosly capricious and fickle.I assert here that although it is the veracity ,we can control it so that it will not divulge us in acute situation for a long time of period.It is just an admonition.And not my decree.I'm really really aver that.Hehehe..I'm a vigilance type of person with words.If I'd done mistakes,please and please rebuke me with kind ways so that I can improve to a better person.Don't demur to do that.YEs!Cheer me up....:P
'Dulu dulu ku menderita.....sekarang aku bahagia...nannnnnanannana'Lalllalallalallallalallala....
Waning your stress bro n sis... :) Don't obscure your head without entertainment.Just enjoy this world.Your head also can be relaxed.Huhurhuhu....Hearing and learning is also an augment for our knowledge.It'll not dwindle our knowledge.
Oh yeah............feeling like writing essay.,...although it just kind of suggestions
Konbawa!!!
Adios.....
